You just didn't get any target goal close enough - to that Public Supports or the Public Fames, understand?

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The more you getting there, the more clear you understand you just doing the same copy what she being set up, will be her highest joy things in her life.

The more you set yourself up, getting near any goal on your list, the more you cannot breath ~~~ Didn't you hear me saying that out loud, you cannot house that energy you built up a wall, trying to accomplished, becasue the pressure its too great.

I usually given myself the least pressure, so the world don't have anything open, not on the paper books, not on the hard binder degree....The guys or the boys, they are the disastrous of my life every frames of it.  I approximately roughly imagine what I suppose to be doing, lasting the time span as long as I could, I cannot do anything with it. 

I will tell you what that Tina did...because she cannot organize her thoughts or her life. Her entire closet never washed, and no renter has a closet at all.	She is very very bad turn out to be.

But when she designing her dream, she did create in a way that she goes on the stage to perform. She did, more than once. She loves that fames, those newspaper, including next by SMCH in that Asian World New York City. She shows it to me. 

Her school GPA is like 1.0.

She wish having one life, but she got an intern, in a company she must work hard, or she will have no paychecks. One day she changes to another company, like many people did. She never focus on the school works. Only the roommates, but they all move out, or getting married to someone else. Those life didn't come back her college imagination life. Those life seeing the high school mate, her ex bf, were most comferting, and not scaring.

She is scared in NYC, and CA, for that works years she needs to fill up the resume, except me or Hank. To this we all failed, so she can be successful, a great resume on that Linkedin, or just trying to stay on that title or the jobs, there is one thing to all that ends results.

Every time she sets a goal, she cannot make it come to her own way.

Not the school, not the fame, not the devoting time inputting her Dream. She believing in the comic book, or the TV, or the news. She has a schoolmate, my classmate in the elementary school, that scanle women's husband's last name here. To Simon Cowell looking candidate? She is a Hong Kong Star, being spotted in the New York City.

Tina so envy that world of the entertainment, her methods will sleep her way up. She meant it, but as the years she planning all that, nothing work out. The years passing by, the guys all having a second life, or more than second life, to that including the kids all around.

She cannot bear, she tried to keep up every torment inside and outside.

She has no way to organize anything in that her life, if the plan gone wrong out of her life. She cannot turn inside her life when the circumstance to meet other's convenience other than her own very selfish motive, because she knows one thing - she can never make it back in Taiwan, no matter what. People like her like Erin, they have zero back end road here.

I never imagine I had a life here in Taiwan. Not really. But my thoughts usually its when I getting there, I conquer the whole land, like Buffalo, like California, like Silicon Valley, like back Home.	I didn't anticipate my life would be that hard, considering they meant I becoming the princess, but for saying the conquer and dividing game to a simple geography sense, just by the eyes sights.	/

You know how that Toronto first Loving Hut came to being?

Its I calculate my ways....including their competitor Fresh Vegan Restaurant, the most known Toronto Vegan Franchaise vegan interior design restaurant. I told nick.

Including that Cooper's fault property. He at least looking like 50 property, I calculate every single one of them in 2010. That year I produce one video on the Thumbnail, to end at Google paycheck, one round = 500 US dollar. 

It was real.

The money did come in.