Bitterness is when your age.....well, I mean the girls or women. The gays they love beauty, fashion, and put it on themselves including all the small tiny things material science aspect. They don't know that is the material science, but they love every degree of the material comfer.

They are emotional that doesn't mean,....they going to find 1000 loves, they must go forward, they will, or they just die. There is no complication why they think the bitterness in that definition. They willing to go very far, that is why they are the gay. For their own happiness, and to survive, they do all kinds of the stuffs, including open their mouth and crying on their tear glands. 

But girls...there are certain things so so so real, and important to you.

None of that are real. You imagined.

My mother its their same age of many poor women, they are bittered, because there is no way out. But she volunteer to see 1000 people per day on the retreat, whom sign up the name and doing the paper works. If you putting some hardship in your very life, to that 1000 genuine human you know are safe ...or imagined they are safe, and having some around girls surrounded to that God, you promise heaven and hell, that Eon or Kalpa you ready to come....this is the First life they say. 

Once you are dead, there is no way out.