I got blacken when I open the video like I open a book, or any material. True. But I am the type that....Ola, I don't care if people know, or see me, or what say to me. But you are a more normal girl whom cared someone cared you a bit. And the guys are bad can manipulate your mood on that. Because that is very normal people got affected.

I don't really got affected. Just blacken.

But you and the rest of the other kinds of the girls, if you don't pull them near, or some decent guys around, one day, what you gonna do, going alone the journey to Life? You don't have to make it on the first life, you don't plan to the some other existence?

People manipulate your emotion. I am not like that, but you and the rest of those honor class girls are just very normal American family that don't require a faith to exist the commodity American Capitalism world. AS a very girly girl.

The guys may not have any sense, that will be one of the true things too. But they know their own kinds. The very guy know their own kinds. 

The guys in the true world sense, they don't really behave like a girl. But you girls really behaving like a normal girl, true. I cannot go ahead a lot of things, that doesn't mean I want to or don't want to. Driven or not driven. That stakes are too big, I cannot do it. But a lot of this watching the movie under that Zawanna or anyone including the Wind, the Sun, the moon....everyone knew you are so impulsive to open anything.

You will not be chosen, you will not be selected, because that selfishness are run by the emotion. But to stay like they told you the district 12, that is all that saying, from, may be the slow progression you stay forever like that. You understand?

That moment cannot be taken back. You didn't have to insist you are just doing by your will. You didn't have to gang up that court. That American welcome your opinion, but the higher world has this maturity, you do not make a sound, make a fuss, lose your air, gang up everyone could see clear thing and you continue to exist that methods.

One day that world might even becoming the reason how darken without the sunlight.

You should watch 殭屍列車

Lucy and my brother and Dr. Bing Shen are in it.  That contests was over, and no one needs to tell you why that even exist, not even to the American court. Its per degree second every breath that God given you, you do not misuse, by that Free Will, you for sure never say the Constitution laws one second. There is no constitutional laws forever. Only God's law. You damage the humanity, you damage every good will so that you have 2 cents to that court. 

No one says you cannot keep moving on your degree. You didn't find out the most important things, if that District 12 is forever sun its always cold, but far away, at least its day bright light, to imagine Zombie land.