SMCH when she was young, long long long time ago...she was trained that she had a responsibility. That responsibility, is she got on the stage and deliver a story, or a paper format under the sovernty of that ruling. She has her pride in doing that so. She always been knowing that is her jobs.

One day that jobs left to go.

Long long long time after, like now. No matter how she is behaving or something, if she is told to get on the stage, like in front of the Tawian this SMTV work forces, here is your camera, turn on the lens, and look straight at you camera, count down 10, 9, 8, 7.....you will start lecturing.

You understand?

She knew that is a responsibility, that is her standing of that current involvement, she still doing that jobs, she is still knowing, she is calm at that seating posture, sit there, deliver that jobs right. 

She will not make a fuss, make a debate, makes a scene, why she didn't seat there, finish that microphone holding, or follow the script exactly were by the step people telling her so. There is not much difference she used to be trained to do other than some other mercenary jobs. Be mobile. She was somewhat mobile. 

You cannot compare yourself to totally, utterly different evolution by Eon or Kalpa trying to fullfilled your mouthful saying the destiny.