You because of the disadvange, and truly hate the guys. You could just tell the God, you are not ready to learn ANYthing in the guy's world. Not in their every thought, every life you so cared about your own self motive to leash and control them

The guys don't need to always having that very bad vib, you are a very selfish person just seeing you exist. They can tell if you mean it, without them, you will find your own perfect life, be happy, not to be tearing watering inside your very eyes for?

A joke of life, how to ruin your parents, your sibling, your town, everyone seeing you life.

Your profession, if you decide to carrying in that Digital Era format, what did you exactly present when you can, while you having everything sort to the day, you can really present it. What you all have becoming, in the next 10 years, if not saying 16 years sound too long.