Okay, listen....in America culture, you have this free room to play, you mean inside your country land, or this time something international I imagine? Where?

You want to tell someone opening up your mouth and say, before you running away? Say it. To someone, someone can lend you some cash, or in the end meet, you can find some help, one telephone number?

If you are not doing that, meaning just a guy? Which guy, what does he do in his life? No, you need to be very very clear, whom you going up? You target it the TV screen or someone else? Too many you, I cannot understand this?

Are you nervous if he seeing you, or you show up to knock the door? This is the 100th times I keep doing this your door do not open? Nervous as if you really like about him, you cry at your eyes at your eye frames, or you mean its you going to work, you think about him? 

You have his photo, you have his what things, a book, or a ???? Passing by? Facebook, one of those? Linkedin?

And he got a gf, or I imagine some other girls are around him, you seeing his facebook? How do you get to his facebook, you always knew him from the facebook?  You have the money or the saving to be with that guy, or just first 2 weeks if he didn't reject you? You know you feel he will reject you, or you are unsure? You have 50% he will reject you? Or you know he has some good feeling about you?

And you put the money in front of it, or just you show up, he always around?

No, you cannot have the debts. You can just imply to him, if a girl having debts, you as a guy just staying far away, someone told me that, do you think that is true?