There are some most simpliest things you are with another person - really really how smooth that 3 meals you staring at your own computer, someone floor clean that kitchen not water dew on it. The trash taken out.

The bathroom both your bathroom or kitchen food or what not trash be in the big bin, and Monday morning on the trash cart outside.

Some of those....you try to imagine you are a girl, with or without a guy. At least when you aging more and more, you need to see one farmiliar faces that just opening their mouth talking to you, you wishing your sibling or uncle of some kinds still around.

That aging coming down. One face, sound talking, just on the phone....not the physical presence inside your front door, maid that one day, your one week having something clear out, you have some time just laying down on your sofa, staring at your phone....to imagine some romance for that one week lasting duration til you finish paying the lunch or dinner, with that someone, or split the costs with the college friends. 

You imagine you live a life, or I come by my own very life !? 

Don't talk to me what God or Bible say tribulation in life, or traveling in stranger place never stop running in and out of the cities by cities, you cannot live that kind of life. The mobility of your 4 limbs, if not just tearing inside your every eye frames. Your costs, your math, your brain IQ is about zero when things freeze up, or that credit cards gone.

Your vision so bad...

You cannot see the kitchen, you cannot feel it on your socks

You cannot see the kitchen counter dew, you cannot make to me less, or less works on that ONE meal, just really one elaborating meals, can be that so difficult in one's life, just to look at it, not to imagine it, while anyone seeing your face to...imagine any one meal at all.

Not in your movement, not in your language, not in your preparation, not in your day to day life, you living that looooooooooooong enough, really.

Don't talk to me what you imagine....there is nothing but imagination you ever had....

For a Girl !!!!!

You got that governmental jobs, after 65 years old, its every months, you can do whatever the role play with or without the appearance, or just sleep way through, don't bother getting it up. Some people cared that one job....that is how lasting when the metabolism of the body ran down, to be that lazy one day, some day, at least, there are money account inside the bank doesn't sound like forever lasting too short live !!!! Contemporary ~~~ 

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