You look at yourself, is there a reason I believe, you feeling to spend the rest of your life WITH yourself, look in the mirror, and the room? The curtain, the door, the carpet?

I live in my room just when I feeling like. Its one balcony, 4 door frames, one kitchen door frame, internal same surface right side, or my mother's storage side.

One kitchen small table, one counter, with the handler, 10 handles, and the facet water sink handle. The shining place, whom cared how many times I wipe that things. I got nothing else to do inside the home. Its the elevator, I am too lazy to get down, to be that Vola with the birds outside or the sky.

But occasionally I live outdoor, just not recently.

And you know what's funny?! 

Some kids growing up, knowing exactly what that means, no 3 meals preparation at all that day to day after year, there is no food on the table every so often. Not confident in the stomach, to imagine what its seen, hear, know, just be around that holiday, to someone else's house as if exist that ONE day to breath in life at all.