I tell Shane, my entire body feel. You know what that is? I don't look at their words, or pictures. Only my body feel, my entire energy, body, the weight of this entire physical body feel.

I have that sense you know.

EVERY kind of the decision. Really. No, I don't want to. Not really. Don't feel like. I just want to go to sleep and lay there. Really. I don't care about those friends, including your side, really. I need to feel where I feeling like here. That is not the logical or the attraction. There is none? 

Boys? Loving you too much, see you next time~~~!! Bye.