If you get up more, to take care of the envrionment all around you, including some people you really really cared about ...

There are things you say you intended to do, and there are the things you say you would ever do. Because...I am not sure why all these you keep all saying

"there is a meaning to it."

Maybe, I don't see any meaning of it. For saying you gonna cooking for WHOM one meal, you saying that person were WAY too selfish to think about himself all the time, as if one meal of the 365 days on, he owes you so much, you cry with the onion inside your eyes, you cannot take it.