You know how to get a cell phone in California, a bank account, a talk with the younger front desk, or the cubical?

California its everything new for me. There is the same plastic bag for shopping for the food? I had one person bedroom apartment.

Okay, you know how to escape from Mummy, or Zombie? The university of Irvine, similar to every wall I touch in UB, you hide, you imagine hiding, where? There is an in-and-out Burger + the Veggie Grill. You seeing some family whom have the kids, you staying sometimes for them? 

Buying some toys for them? They happen to be there, and you start to blend in the community there.

You ever been to some hospital, some small clinic, if not those SUPER high expensive accident, on your arm, elbow, or knee? And you wish your parents alive, or a friend near by like Melinda, she is not scared herself, but you all girls if buddy together til the day you die, you seeing some really really really Samsara idea, its one person, or 3 people next by the hospital bed, no matter what surgery that is?

You each other help that grocery, or get the car filling up the gasoline, you confident more if the guys doing that job, including finding a windshield wiper to clean that windsheid at the car front, the side of that gasoline station is the cleaning tool? You sure your gasoline sucket were close?

1. Have you seen someone tie a shoe lace?

2. Have you seen someone sewing a piece of simple cloth, for the emergency just my brother' black suit button, why that is so simple, the entire suit dump out?

3. You pick up the Mc Donald 4 simplest burger + some side fries, or potato tart?

4. The pharmacy store, all your gf having a Plan B, or the preganent what stuffs to test?

5. The bandage, you ever asking your mother to put a bandage on your or the pain killer patch on you, you yourself doing it, you crying? Seriously crying at those moment, EVER? The real physical situation? Why you cry, you remember? 

Is that helpless the tears fallen, no one around?

6. A full sink of your own dishes, your 4 buddy friends on the phone, but you are too fat to get up, the knee hurt, the leg hurt, someone cleaning up one day, one week dishes with the soap detergent. You so sure that jobs were done by the eyes sight, by the physical forces. How?

7. Tell me the attitude.

8. Tell me the photo.

9. Tell me the insurance guy, the talking skill, one of us will always get there.

10. Tell me your SUV trunk. You are too scared to opening up your brand new SUV truck. Tell me why, or why not this things too huge and giant, and too big?