I think you personally shaking any guys show up an orientation table, short or tall, really. Including your car got bump, and your entire body shaking.

You got shaken, you cannot hold inside your or outside you to STOP. And rest. You keep pushing certain things you doing nothing but just sleep its better, or take some medicine go to sleep, or meditate. You cannot pull yourself back to the center of yourself, and you got piece how the guys looking at you. You can just get rid of all of them, not to trying to approval them or getting an approval from them. Those saying doesn't mean a thing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7mPR-p2YKo

Your car driving its bad. You never seen that many people, not even what the orientation means, or asking a question like to any guys showing up these military front desk job, "Where you come from? The transportation I mean this morning?" 

"Need the parking permit, that is what I mean." "Miss your parents, where they from?"

"They need a parking permit?"