Sometimes a guy, passing it by, let's say you got denial everywhere and at the first impression like a mail man passing it by.

That kind of the guys. But he seeing you so eagerly on your own desk some kinds of the paper, you are impatiently saying one word or 2 to him at those Night Bar drinking heator place outdoor, outside the patio....

Those are the normal we live life.

But you start becoming with some kinds of the impatience attitude when he coming more near. He thought was every day more normal of life, he asking you per day a little bit different things to find out. Why you are so busy at your own desk.

You thought his standard its too low on understanding all this....You probably really believe the guys love the way you are, you mean if those paper processing through, he is the first person you saying goodbye one of those?

You don't think living if were a more normal life, staying beside like in a park, like breathing air to staying together at the lake, American big park scenery, those called life? He meant together its to hold together?

You becoming a different creature inside your mind eyes every day.