6/22/2023

How come my sugar jar its salt? This entire things last 2 days are salt I put in, so salty...

I dump it, and change to the Salt container. I use those bigger jar. The plastic.

The summer local sweet soup with things in it.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXOi6zCntEc


Joining the extra-curriculum activities, they will tell you, in Asia, that is not a normal thing because everyone they go to the cram school to make it that one exam in the school. So saying the dancing, or the Gum or Guards, or anything Sports Arena, you keep thinking America is the same as the Asia.

There is nothing the same to that structure things input in the exam situation.


And for a lot of the foreign groups, meaning what you watching or staring it, they are popular in Asia has their own reason. Of course there is a reason. I heard about them, not that time I really knowing any of them, you imagine someone listening to the music, I walk to go and take bus, whichever early in the morning, we don't listen the music on the bus. Not that time.

Maybe the weekend, you saying the middle school, 8th grade I think.

Almost, very very identical, even the road set up.



A lot of those memory are erased. It did. So you saying the by the sound, by the music, by the color, by the showing of the amine, all those. In my family, they will all get affected if knowing all of that. One day, when the time is your turn, you yourself will never break free alone. You have no strength, you have no power. You saying everyone does it to you. You have no precept, you didn't meditate right, you didn't listen to per instruction given to you, you didn't reflect enough inside daily, you didn't do anything that any magazine, any degree of any kind. 

Any Spiritual Teaching ! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ul94FohwmfE



You never come to the Time conjunction 

With or without Pixie, its you waiting one sunrise up. You don't really know what that means. This entire world have so many noise, but in front of you, its the money, or the circumstance where your family near, that doesn't mean a lot of things I can tell them from America side. In life you can just waiting, or hoping some instruction, so when I finish this UB 2020, my mother told me to go and find a job - with this funny outfit I never wear, the business dress shirt, the light green, but this jacket looks funny on me.


How did I feel when I bicycle that time in my middle school to the avenue, that is not the main road. Its behind the American Embassy, that is the road. My hair was about to change blonde to black. I avoid the day time being seen by the people. As that grown up here, I always afraid being stared at. So I always find a way to leave the people, including all this tree place on this Westlife say, the Amazing road, or that Daan Park when they starting that time to built. They didn't finish the building it....right now everything looks much more like a family gather place. 

You look at this Slam Dunk, you remember you used to have that team and the leadership, to that time, it means a lot of that efforts putting in. Including the friendship, or wishing everyone well, I don't think for the girls, if they buddy together someone will say an ill things. 

That day departs were Boston, then EF. From red to green, you saying you getting to American Black Ops, someone will tell you.

You are out of your mind, that word which side of the world spectrum you will ever hear that one word?

Before 2012.


Not with nick. No.

When I am away from Nick. In America. Yeah, I will read a lot of them. Some by the reading only. Some by listening in English. Right now your native English are too perfect in the speaking and in the expression, including every word Bob Dean utter, you means, you are sounding like a politician, how to wordy each others phrase, before you get your entire family killed.


No, I would not definitely not touching any interface, but the mind can drift. Grey shows up. In the peripheral at Pane Andov. You following the reading, most time the brain is like following the scene through that writing. So I saw them. 

When the invention comes, then I really freak out looking outside the windows of the sky, when I can touch that PC, everything is on the paper, cannot be input to the PC. I don't know how many days pass it by. Everything I sit in that chair looking at the sky.

You probably tell your bf everything, how you are, or how to make him proud. I will tell him every other junks other than this much of the words they....are not in that living quality to say, equip with their own mentality, every day its 3 meals human, light friendship to play in life, or talk in life. A daily fine pretentious family, but not any of that.

At least the whistle blowers will tell you some of those accounts, whichever story being spoken out.


You thought your life is lonely right now .....as if every world scene in front of you reminds a pain in the past. But that isn't real. Any of the fault were your own personality defect, and you are staring at the commodity purchase and dream about it at night, what if you becoming....your moment staring at the "right at the moment" in front of you, itsn't the real time span you saying 24 hours you straight your vision straight ahead.

Every single day you wake up on the bed.


Someone like me living in the rain, not to say outside some of those might be real, or not real, including whichever whom make it a certain things in life.....by themselves. 

Someone like me looking at you, night time holding your candy pillow or dream with the mouth smile. Your parents will soon be dead that day, you still gonna facebook 11 oclock heart cut? 

Your parents the only most unstable factor will be you. Your entire existence, that is what I will claim !!! Really. Every family line.

Harry Potter to where.....all that scene. None of you will just ....go away better. No matter if that is a title or an organization, it won't matter if they are fighting, or they used to be dignity.

It won't matter the girl don't understand the guy, or they used to be young, or never again like old now. I will tell you, every lawful paper claim, you are all the unstable factor to every road meet, every fate becoming, every road stop to eat or drink, or the friend to chat at the side line - its a girl.

You got scared, you need to get by to that road to talk to that side line girl. She makes you feeling so gooooooood, fuzzy.

That day, you are so tired, so hopeless with your parents, your relative, your entire whom you say.....you wish something else, that entire voyage, what you are the unstable factor, but shi...no one will remember that, because that far away time and space, no one will define you as your hair color.




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