In this City, when I go outside my balcony to breath, seeing right now that big bird on this clock 5 or 10 next by the fake bird....

Right now, I unplug the Christmas light for the night rest, and turn on the fluorescence light and turn off. Turn on and Turn off, its when sexual appealing, APO a psycho told me that, a short guy Jewish. He has an uncle, later he was found he is psycho, never graduate from the university.

The population so dense, anyone you talking to.... no one will care one thing about this movie or TV, whenever you thought that excuse including those UB believe, because if you seeing enough daily people, the real face to face life, in front of you. You doing nothing but seeing the people's face and air like a grocery store clerk, you will realize the "true air" the true color of this air are smooth, and soft, and slow.

No one demands a lot of things to get done in the perfect way, at least when you are outside saying feeling the Earth, feeling the sky, feeling the clouds, all these air flows telling you, my hand step out of the balcony glass door, my hand, feel...its not the same as the indoor.

The indoor feels a lot like....someone seeing 2 girls inside the lab, completely having no idea what is the outside world, its the inside, safe and nice, and no noise, just the works inside the lab. Maybe there is the movie with those soften light, the talking kinda of such as if you are reading a novel.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/zoBXRLvczCc

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/U_VeVGjdtEk

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/jt8RGHs0KrM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5-ysxjvf38

A lot of people they are very very very motivated before the college such as the intern in the lab. They are, and a lot of those competition like you planning on the PCAT or MCAT, it has to start early. A lot of those lab future they all planning this Post Doc. Meaning every kind of the determination a lot of people submit that the year before, 2 years before.

Not making the time becoming the slow, and the future seems....no direction to turn. Time clocks seems to be very very slow, because this entrance of the door, you cannot answer without a ID, and you always believing in it, this ID is....not the university given, or somewhere meaning why they admit you in, if you are prepared yourself like everyone else, and those everyone else are technically morning to night working on that same desk, if not chain to it.

PhD program

Post Doc

Associate professor one day you wishing to be a full professor.

The step-by-step.

I probably didn't stress out why people would be this MD + PhD on anything that becoming part of the textbook publishing, how the other Super Nova world might have, that Zawanna thinks its normal.....Not even in our world publishing any book is normal. 

My law professor librarian is publishing a book I think he says. So maybe in that kind of the literacy, I remember what they are.

Every wiping the floor, or washing the dishes, its a very lay back life. Its is, staring at the phone or the sky, counting on the clown moment, to that needie greedie, then you seeing 18 years old grown up.

That is when you will freak out every single day, everyone else wasn't vola enough.

Insight into a Clinical Chemistry Lab

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxutOVA7DbI

You counting on a clown jobs to the history before...the today's video, that girl's name is "little s", but that next by tall girl in which year down, she plays the Red Cliff over

小喬 = little chao

role.....and then her name is with this guy's same looking name.

To a successor, the guy looking, not the girl looking.

Both has a sister.

Big S

Big Chao (historical beauty with her sister)