Sometimes people when they die, they still need to get done that jobs .....but for most of you American are the mortals, meaning you really really really doing this you trust them, you believe in them, you lean on them, you bribe them. All the underground schematics to get to say you are the Asian but the American, that is what you willing to do.

Right?

So to that a guy or a girl (in the uniform, unknown whom they are), you becoming seeing them you becoming near by, saying you like about them and they talk to you. You wish they come and asking about you, about your life, you have your parents 9 generation to tell them, because in your current life, you got no friends, not even a money, or a job, or a career, or a facebook flood, not just SMCH flood. 

At the age of 35 many many years ago.

I cannot understand a lot of things you do, because it might be very low just by opening up your mouth to talk to them, to sound like friendly, and they will tell you, from any of my tones of that writing, I am not looking friendly starting at the birth, to even the day I opening up my mouth.