6/15/2023

Yeah I know, each them by name I say in UB them.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kjq3jfnFToU



When I was in high school, we have 3 years 10,11 and 12th grade. In that 1 year lasting the volleyball practice, it comes to my 10th grade that one morning, there are the table is filled up all this small flyers. Very very small, similar to the phone size, and just a little bit smaller than that.

That very day I told my mother, I want to go to EF. To that every decision I make after that...I always told myself inside.....

"Its one year gonna pass, and I will regret if I don't go forward it in my life."

"In My Life."


Inside your current life, you sitting next by someone whom talked about my own facebook. To all these guys, you felt its part of that circle of life. Including every circle of mine. You feeling like those kind of the life its with these people, but the reality it is I am next by my mother. Everyone knew that very same life for 7 long years.

You imagine often with the Compete and Compared life, "What if ...." and many times you cannot wait to really run away from the house, just the moment you get a notice, and therefore these movie made into these blurry indicator with all those things in front of my eyes.


Ola is a little bit like Joann in that BAZZAR magazine. Yeah.


You are used to if the girl next by a girl talking, you are not as frighten as to the guys all around, and you wish to tape the water for that group life, it does not exist, Ola. These guys if they contact me, I tell you its almost like one-on-one. I don't think its Wing and Dean and me, we ever talked in that group things. I used to be going around place with Wing, but he left. I knew Dean very later on. The way I seeing his facebook, I believe he gone to a several party life himself, just meant he supposes to figure it out his life all on his own.

I am not controlling any of them life, so I say goodbye to my facebook. You and the other girls on the other hands, thought about one thing to another, and you don't stop luring that facebook of your waiting....whom? Given you a hint, they are watching you?

You have a Wing on the map, me and Westlife looks like I am the dummy, or they talked, I cannot figure it out? Because I do not know each of you in the very real life? I am pretty sure we talk more than sometimes in that very life sometimes.

Seriously. 

The guys I work with them, that is a little bit like the working relationship. You as a girl, because Westlife knew that is probably as that, so they really kind, very kind for saying some of that connection. They didn't feel you will be that scared to touch a guy's skin, or saying that is an Asian, you hate that physical appearance just all the way. Its not about how people's life will meet again like the TV or like the Karma says. I will tell them and tell you....

They may not be staring at their facebook like me. Because I have this almost feeling like the unlimited paper works doing that on my desk. And so they are making a living by their own very professional skill. Some people kind of wishing you all good, not we can really seeing from behind.

    Your every 11oclock, you didn't stare at Tim Cook, because that TV made so unreal, its your facebook, you wearing an eye glass, and we all talking like we don't target at you, and we have no way to find out. Inside you girls the every peripheral, because only I know.

Every 11 oclock at night.

Sometimes I didn't really want to pretend that stupid, talking to Westlife as if I don't paying any attention between what I might guess, but I couldn't guessing it....it was surrounding around that Wing.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/aIB_54757pg


https://www.youtube.com/shorts/-03Z7bvgwfQ



You want to try to write something down to see if your hand writing, you can breath out of your nose? You girls, that surrounding that one Wing. Any of you is fine. 


I, so and so, want to write down some of my feeling.

I am scared to think about a guy coming near at my physical body and laying a hand, and especially the thought if that is an Asian guy, and about the same height like me. Its not because he doesn't have the girlfriend next by, saying he its the same age, or without the experience. Its I got scared, and wishing he would be more supportive in that sense, if he coming near to touch my body. The skin and the body.

I, so and so, in this entire UB girls competition, I did think of Wing. I did watch a several video clip. I did, I did, I did. I have been studious in my own room or processing my own belief that the life direction I bet on, it should be mine. Those thoughts becoming a lot more priority in my life, I admit to that. Its almost just the same to my own very facebook, some of the whom I really wishing they would be on my facebook for the next 16 years.

I did think, I did thought of all these girls whom surrounding at Wing. I am trying to think that 20 years ago, where a few thing Anna saying about Wing, and I am trying to see if I remember him. Did he ever say anything to me?

I did think, and I thought about the money, I didn't really think of the chore, because....to be honest, I am living in my very same life here, has been 40 years without a guy feel like my pelvic if someone shock me on the waist line, I might really yell at him, or feeling a very disgusting feeling why a guy would put a hand on my waistline for saying....its not for the gala purpose. Its for my dignity joining in a party, for sure never at the darkest night, but that is most of the girls they doing that, and the guy don't stay long.

I got very very scared, and soon be 40 years long time, I will tell you, almost all my life, I didn't ever have a guy touching my any part of the body, and if they just shock me for doing that, for placing the Wing as the first guy to get slap on the faces, I am very sure....there is every girl here all having the same very reason.


Hi Wing.......you want to count your own blessing???~~~~~~~




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