You need to have a little more independent spirits, to your own mind thinking like the Western World culture, becoming more independent thinker

You have a goal, you set that as a parimeter how things runs in front of your eyes.

You want to reason what is in those classify materials, these guys, you so sure, are they or are there any one of them are the classify world from? You hate the American classify already, not those Project Camelot but the 4 bubble teas?

You admit to the guys what are the TV, they don't know themselves they singing bugs 20 years long, every lyrics they just in mind they might imagine what that means? How sweet.

You are not Happy

You aiming at everyone's life seeing how they becoming their own independent life. You driving home, seeing all these house, or your father's front row seat. You looking at everything you envy at. You are cherish the things do you build that up, do you make it yourself, do you lean on someone else, you still have the time leaning on someone? You are not appreciate any degree in life, to keep staring at your mind, internal, sour, sorrowful, fear, fear in 10 folds, not confident to come out a word what the TV material says. Its in front of your God, in front of your priest, in front of you Master? 

In front of me don't count...I already know that starting on the First Life.  

A lot of guys will tell you, you don't care about their life tiny bit, how you end up there with them.  You wish their attention to revolve you, you looking at yourself getting nervous every day praying, or that is called the subconsciously, you really really care if they responde to you on the news, or you checking their news? I don't even know the details what these people's name. Brian?

Can I just ask you....the girls. With all these boy bands.

Did you had a high school one of those composure magazine between how the teens get on, on the boys, or the guys, or the man, or the age set up limits? Meaning SMCH one time told EVERYONE in the crowd, that is her teaching.

Its to "Hard to Get". 

That means? They know you continue to exist on the video, or somewhat public announcement, like you contact them already? The agent, the IMDB information sites? I didn't create that site, called the Digital Library, I say that about thousand times.

Let me trying to understand a sense, what Tina Jojo's dream ever be....not the Vietanese little nun ever to be nursing, nourish, and nurturing...sorry, dietitian nutritional wise, value, the nutritional values on your every box, they are the model, or the stunt, or the representative, they go by their will or their company will....how I end up every materials with them in front of me, behind my back, 2014 starting, or since 2009? Those were their younger years I assuming, not 10 years ago. 

They are really my age people?

Didn't we talk about this before ....you go and glueing on them, if you really really really like them? What things do you like about them? Meaning, you actually need to open up your mouth say hi to them? 

You not one of those the girls wishing the guys like, or love the way you are? One of those?

Did I say that before? You flattering them enough, you sent them fan letter, fan flowers, fan name cards, as long as you didn't have to show up there?! 

No money, as you can see. I picking up the waste lines on the ground, and if that day happened, a lot of people will end up in the jail, I am telling you.

 

These are the singers, so they are not the movie stars, how do you categorize the Hollywood? The actors, oh ! Right like Keanu Reeves, that is an actor. 

You....exist in front of them, they know you have a job?! 

You, waiting they initiate their conversation to you first, or rejection first you all got married? 

Their age, oh ~ you mean they are older?  Right....so its the guy chasing the girls' game, you feeling young again yet? Meaning feeling romantic start if they talking to you first, or you reading their news as if they starting that conversation already? 

I didn't check...any news for a very long time.

They coming to South Taiwan? That is far away. 4 of them? Not 5?

Wait, why there is a Backstreet Boy, the same concert which week, next Year Feb ~~~

oh ~~~~ They are still on tour, working ! You want to talk to my those NSYNC, they have no more jobs working. I talking to my UB never end, they are looking exactly identical, you have no ideas how I used to see, thought, imagine, no front road, no back road. I just didn't scream out loud.