🥃💝 In my age, if I wish to be with a guy, I need to have a family having an inheritance loads of the money to play that emotinal games, 2 people staying indoor? Staring at each other? 🥃💝

So you built a career, no matter what that career niche you finding yourself at?　🥃💝

You just have to make all the money talk at that interval age, you have to make it, and dream about the bigger money no matter what, because...there is a senior care, I found out? oh ~ you react on the money the day you find out, so you must keep pile-ing up that potential to wealth, without the guys, you don't know how far down the holes he is or they are?

But you steady yourself to find out?

To that every tempament its to center yourself, not to be this wobble person left or right, and the rejection so much, you soak in the book, because no one knows inside your own mind. You are up or down a lot, you try to show you don't care, you do care. Its a lot of this heart cut yourself.

If you decide to make this 4 stove meals 2 times a day, making it 1 week, next week, just Saturday or Sunday.

You want to record yourself? This is the temporary or you gonna keep doing it sounds like you for yourself alone meal, you willing to go that far, not with another person? 

You write it down "This is what makes you happy", you line by line analyze your truly happy and none happy ingredient. This World Legal Statue only cared about it. Its you feeling this per line "I am happy not all the time 4 stove." 

"I feel these 2 weeks have some revelation if I imagine its I by myself 4 stove, or with 2 people 4 stoves. I cannot take it to imagine, but the second weekend are breathing."

In this way, you identify what made of you.

This kind of the construct if you as a girl keep writing, analyze, you will find out and telling the court or someone, what you happy the most, its not clean up that room.