Another sheet ...

Here you will call your father "father" or "dad", or your "mother" "mom" or whichever things you called them? I don't have that in my most life. I don't have those name used. Not these words.

(Title), my phone its a little bit scratched, I knock it down on the floor, can I get a new phone, I was thinking some extra money.

(Title), these socks how often you think the winter or the dryer they torn, in a new town, usually where you find them, or whom should I call they know how to shop? Like Barber? Hair cut places?

(Title), My toilet usually never washed, but sometimes I do washed. Should I always get the pair of the yellow gloove, you have any tip, I am on the ground get up faint my head. My hair I look inside the mirror, I screaming. 

There are some utility, like the door frame, these hinge? Or the windows, you using the cooking oil not to make a sound, but what if those are the ... can I paint on it? Just got inspired?

Some other the home inside I never turn on the light, there is no noise, so I watching the movie on the PC, not really on the TV, but its just one chair, those ...PC simple chair, that I facing, my leg up to staring the only light device inside the entire kitchen, living room, the bathroom...darkness, I have no friends, not even family, I wishing my sibling would have called, anything junks, sound like their life is junk I can go and talk about it. Something like a life, I got nothing. Can you talk to me now? I have a pair of the eye glasses, I turn left 7 oclock, might be the door, outside, its ...someone passing or some noise? Or I imagine ....There is no one in my life, but these space.

I was thinking....you know the words I say "I was thinking...." Because when I am 60 years old grey white hair I still talking or wishing to talk like.... "I was thinking...." There is a lot of things I thought my whole life since the turning point were there one Simon Cowell. Anna says, he doesn't exist for a very long time. I got really really scared. Even imagine he might change my entire house image, all those house enter, all the photo image of the girls or the guys....

I remember I used to thought about that every day til today.....but you aren't there with me, we cannot discuss, but there was nothing I ever think about, the past, and now "I was thinking" if you could talk to me. If it was back then I have done so, just one sheet. I can stare at it 1000 times.