The movitation to make money - there are many those words in English to describe your equilibrium inside your mentality, not the wrong things you keep doing, but every time a circustance doesn't meet the eyes, no matter what that is, you have to modified yourself in order? To talk lower your tones, lower your attitude, lower your language however the way you saying it?

Sometimes you have to go back to your parents? 

You want to yell at your parents? While you are in this Science museum, because you are free to roaming about, when all the resource present to you, you will be very very excited, and by that organization skills, in a very very short amount time, what can you do about it? 

Everyone has the same Science Museum building, the same resource its when you feeling like to see, to learn, to capitalize on, but ....

but....

But .....you seeing way too many information, how do you concise your brain, not just getting exciting over someone else says?  I don't know if you flying in to join the concert with this Westlife or Backstreet boy, I cannot tell them to shut up, with all the atomsphere, your spirits so heighten, and in front of those whom they present...

Similar to the idea of all Sangha,

You becoming super comfertable, everything its like Heaven, no one can stop you right now

high high high high .....

You want to sit down put some cold water over your head, some colder shower,....your money didn't increase? If you don't make it by how many weeks duration, you need to get out of the comfer living in the dorm, or moving into the new University campus life, you are so high over that, to then show up a brand new reality? The on-campus housing?

No more this?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMGZghO2dv0