3/24/2023

You have one of this things people coming and going in front of your faces, one day they have to die. What you gonna do?

 If you working more toward the people, you will have to see a lot of the people in your life, no matter what that reason is, you will feel totally different, even if you are with the guy, or not with a guy, or no friends, you just working toward the groups efforts to solve something? That feeling its you constantly collaborating that efforts, and you trying to stay neutral, you are nothing close to neutral, want to steal, want to grab, want to keep.....

And that fact of the aging, the grey hair, the wrinkle and the age on that Driving liscence, to your own internal anguish will becoming more and more. One day your parents died. You are not ready to anything outside your own comfer zone. No one will be there. The court room its too cold, the judge tones voice its you owning him or her, you don't want to lay low with the Judge, you talking very harsh just about every statement why she is owing everything to you, the world owing to you.

You didn't want to work with the guys, the police, or the Black Ops, if they show up.

Meaning

1) you cannot wait to scream at them. 2) Yell, literally yelling so loud, that one min show, and going home either waiting them to call lower down their nice talk to you, you cannot wait that romance, they suppose to look decent human standing? 3) You mean you dominating wearing the pants saying.

4) You wait there 5 mins quiet, but you cannot wait til that stranger police show up seeing you, and your friends, your friend talk none stop, the police just keep writing that stuffs, you have no opinion, and he left. 

5) You waiting....you know what exactly I am talking about. You didn't want to say it, you thought 

You thought..... 

You thought.....  ....

You thought..... ........?!

You thought.....    ........@ .@ 

You thought that was amicable. Whom you are, what you are, how come?

He didn't mean it, or he didn't know? 

You will say, he is doing it on purpose. All of them.


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