Everyone is searching a meaning in their life. Love included. Meaning cuddling, kisses hugs, or the phone message, or the attention wise, you don't feel so lonely every Christmas or New Year.

My every birthday, really. This far. 

You want a balance, not an aim life. Meaning while you were in the school, you automatically barring down the process there is any money in it, to where if you finding your zealous love-to-do claim inside those disciplinary, what is you passion about inside you could sit and listening to that teacher talking and make a note of that calligraphy, you will go back and reading that notes....You care about how to stay in that academia zone to where, your IQ incease, not back down all this drunk and waste every Saturday night if you are not obligated, its such a heart wrecking, its one piece of paper..

Ending up somewhere, not the notebook disappear in the car.

A lot of people love that life, you have to give a meaning of that life, so that life continue. I don't see any meaning of all that, really.

In Chinese, there is a saying, you built upon your wealth, its onto yourself. Or that is in English. However you seeing those Kerry and Bill are dying themselves out, and apparently you could see the two Avalon or the Camelot are divided. There is an opinionated view being diverged.