You freaking it out a lot, like a knife drop on the floor, or a spoon, or a fork. You got scared, if you screw up something. Not very confident, not walking, not sitting, not inside a family room talking right.

You got nervous, you really really really stress about it. You might get home and thinking whole night through. Whatever that supposes to be, because you didn't really polish yourself, or work on yourself to that fine details.

Not the MD jobs, but it would be nice, you gear towards more a scientific cooking or a lab, not to scream every 2 second including one day you will get old.

You imagine you are not scared, if you running out of the money? Getting old its to carry yourself to the hospital, or you develop your attitude, right now care about your body, your weight, your diet, your mentality, your thinking, and maybe drop this 3 meals a day, the more you eat, the more you hungry?

I told Nicky I cannot eat that food. They shown to me. I say no. 

It would be something that, and 3 of the dim sum combine. 10 scoop egg fried rice from the Chinese spoon + the 3 dim sum, they put 10 inside the bamboo. I am obligate, that is 2 things in front of my faces.