🏮💞 You like the girl behind your hair brushing your long hair, one of those girl coming each other home, like Sailor Venus and Sailor moon? 🏮💞

Bathing powder, notebook, books read out? Everyone wearing the eye glasses okay? You have one person apartment. 🏮💞

In some guy's life, not every guys. There will be a day that comes to an exhaustion point, no more fights or arguments inside that house, ex-wife all over, kids all over, nothing but arguing about that money, or inheritance, or split things at each other's face. And his money its not forever ....those are the more average family. So I have to make it in life.  

You know what I am saying? 

With many guys, you don't need to go near, you could just walk away. They if becoming older, they cannot take anymore one more arguments or argumentative attitude. Meaning you recording yourself how you talk. Not the tone, not the sad voice, or not the very very targeting language, or something life is sad. Some guys could hear it, your internal structure how you saying those language out.

For example, I can say this

"This morning the birds never stop talking." This sentence its to describe to others what I see today. There is no comment in it. Its a truth. No color in it. Its a direct short phrase. Not critique, I have a mother, I have a sibling, I have cousin "today I gonna pass by".

Last time they hear I passing by my cousin were Ku gone to sitting at the corner public air to everyone's TV. They didn't think that was bad enough, or I immediately take off? You understand what I say, when you being near a guy?

Or guys, because they are all friends to each other?

You don't talk about "My father today its in the town, we meet up."

"My mother has this reunion mountain trip, me gonna go with them to the tour bus."

"oh ~ my mother has some friends for the meditation, they gonna go for a loving hut."

If you set upon one guy, let's say I didn't have one thing in 2020, I went to some her choice of social circle. I did. But now? 

I staring at my monitor until this things solve.

You cannot have a lot of this attitude or the speaking tone, or the language when you being with any kinds of the guy, not even when they get older to show you some age, you are not sure how old they becoming, that is worse. Because the older guys have way too many rules and regulation, you understand?

No, you could live without the guys. In this society, they meant you choose to live alone. You cannot stand the guy at all even if you make over. They have a lot of this guy's world, they never telling you what things should be. All of them look like that.

I never really require to be with a guy, so I never stop saying certain things. Til the day I really need to find out, I kinda back draw, because a lot of things I assuming, I presume that. Seriously I cannot tell a lot of things what happened on my side, when their best friends showing it up. And splash every front page in front of me. My side he never really left....he just one of those I picking up his piece whenever he done.

But I never knew what the reality they care about it, they knew about it, they hear about it?